I'm wondering if I should take my computer on spring break. It's so fragile, seemingly. But it's the only way I'd probably be able to watch the game against Barça. HOWEVER, I'd probably watch it on Arsenal tv which posts it hours after the game.
Football has meant too much to me, and come to represent too many things. See after awhile it all gets mixed up together in your head, and you can’t remember whether life’s shit because Arsenal are shit or the other way around.
- Fever Pitchby Nick Hornby - Monologue from the 1997 film starring Colin Firth
The narration to my life. =’)
Lots of Nick Hornby going around on the Arsenal blogs lately.
I get down and then I get really excited in weird cycles. I feel like I’m in a holding place, not knowing what I want to do yet, and therefore not knowing which stepping stones to hop on. When I think about getting a job or internship after this semester I think D.C., the Hill, reps, or non-profits. Then I think, well, that’s not what I want at all and don’t apply for anything.
My parents want me to move back, my roommate wants me to move to the west coast, I [sometimes] want to get out of the country.